Poisoned Love

Your Love was a poison Coursing through my heart and veins Endlessly Corrosive Making me scream in pain

You exclaim your love for me but treat me miserably Gaslighting my feelings and avoiding responsibility Making me cry and cry in hope you'd be willing to change for me

Fuck Your love was a poison It was carefully chosen

Gave me the best 6 months of my life then had the other half tear me to pieces which is the most kind description to the pain you throw on me and then call fiction

Acting as if the way I feel isn't a depiction of your mistreatment As if my tears aren't the fears you instilled in me As if my trust issues have nothing to do with your point of view That nothing you do could ever be the cause or an issue

As if you don't constantly choose everything over me

Maybe you jsut see me as a connivence A special guy who only gets the love and affection when it's convenient for you The guy you can gaslight and mistreat, yet the one that would never leave you

Damn it Your love was a fucking poison Slowly Killing me and destroying my self being I made you my whole world just for you to burn mine